i hate myself for putting on a happy face,
when im actually feeling the opposite.
i hate myself for not able to express myself,
when i really wanted to.
i hate myself for keeping mum about things,
when the fact that i dont feel good deep inside.
i hate myself for keeping quiet,
when actually im unhappy about certains things that people do or say.
i hate myself for being seriously S-T-U-P-I-D!
i am a coward.
i am a pretender.
I, JUST SIMPLY HATE MYSELF!
if only thoughts could be express in just simple abc.
[ Monday, November 5, 2007 : 7:33 PM ]